And now it seems I’ve come to an impasse

I’ve now become overwhelmed with everything to the point that a) it feels like a chore and b) I’m using the overwhelm of having “so much on my plate” as the distraction of a lifetime. So, I’ll use what I’ve brought forth as often as recovery allows me. I will make a marked effort toContinue reading “And now it seems I’ve come to an impasse”

I’ve been behind with a lot of things.

And I’m not going to lie, the CPTSD diagnosis has been an eye opener. And although I’m not receiving negative backlash and I have a large pool of ideas, part of the process of recovery is learning to take the time off needed to recover. It only takes one more post to keep going right?Continue reading “I’ve been behind with a lot of things.”

The letter I am sending to the medical provider.

To the medical provider who verbally assaulted me while I was making an attempt to save my own life, you have no right being involved with medicine. Here is a recount of MY experience with YOU as a provider: I get an appointment in October and I am relieved because I need to see someoneContinue reading “The letter I am sending to the medical provider.”

A RANT about healthcare.

CW CUSSING. So, I have been out on a medical leave since late in November because of PTSD issues and anxiety. And I really have a hard time dealing with the medical stuff because of all the appointments they want me to go to and I just can’t keep up with any of it becauseContinue reading “A RANT about healthcare.”