I’ve been behind with a lot of things.

And I’m not going to lie, the CPTSD diagnosis has been an eye opener. And although I’m not receiving negative backlash and I have a large pool of ideas, part of the process of recovery is learning to take the time off needed to recover. It only takes one more post to keep going right?Continue reading “I’ve been behind with a lot of things.”

A RANT about healthcare.

CW CUSSING. So, I have been out on a medical leave since late in November because of PTSD issues and anxiety. And I really have a hard time dealing with the medical stuff because of all the appointments they want me to go to and I just can’t keep up with any of it becauseContinue reading “A RANT about healthcare.”

Depression Monologue pt.1

I wrote some of this a couple years ago, and then while I felt like I was on a roll, and I couldn’t keep them up because I wasn’t able to handle  the criticism that came from the source I was talking about. Now I know better and I want my story heard. I wasContinue reading “Depression Monologue pt.1”

I finally got around to doing it….

I have finally acquired the domain name, something i’ve been putting off for 2 years! and really longer. I then had a weird week where I wrote things but felt awkward posting. It was like, all of a sudden, I could not get my butt in gear to post anything… again… wtf really, spend money,Continue reading “I finally got around to doing it….”

I have been affected by toxic positivity, have you?

I have been affected by toxic positivity. So I was cruising Instagram the other day and I stumbled across this post by @Whenthemusicstops and I felt compelled to put down my thoughts regarding this subject. I want to take this time to say, if you are following, thank you! And if you aren’t, would youContinue reading “I have been affected by toxic positivity, have you?”

I’m High and I want to Cultivate Humanity.

Trigger warning! Death of self, possible suicide ideation talk of neglect, emotional abuse There used to be a time when I felt invincible. I get what people say when they mention this about the youth. They really know that the youth have a level of confidence that isn’t easily obtained once lost. The part ofContinue reading “I’m High and I want to Cultivate Humanity.”

Be the change others fear.

 Don’t ever be afraid to change how you see something, or how you feel about something as a result of your personal growth. There are so many people willing to tear others down for “changing” and you really have to ask them, why don’t you change? A few years ago I was accused of changingContinue reading “Be the change others fear.”